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Ugh. Now what some going to find this weird but Christmas not mean all that much to me and thinking what I do need to explain not wanting anyone to think I don’t like Christmas. I do like it, the decorations, singing, parties and the joy of it and course the real meaning of Christmas and believing in Santa what I think now days people forget about. I’m not into the gift part, I’m sure being what most of my life either been in foster care or state group home where just not all that much gift giving going on, I’m sure you understand. I’m not in to the small material things, just not, they don’t mean all that much to me really. Few clothes what about all I own, small TV what I bought myself, clock radio, iPod and course my laptop what was a gift kinda is about all I have. One duffle bag and small box and I’m move on to the next fosters. I do believe in Santa but me asking for lot gifts from Santa just not me, hell only been couple times I have. Having read most of the post to Santa _dear_santa and finding so many asking for things what I don’t believe were ever meant to be things Santa brings. Santa was for the kids, young and old and for the younger at heart, for things, toys gadgets for them as the person, things what find under the tree or maybe out in the driveway what having huge ribbon round it, but what I find so many asking for things what Santa not about, like peace, bringing back deceased, or loved ones, jobs, money, pets homes, list goes on. I guess it’s all the person but it’s all so far from the real meaning of what it all started out as and yes what I do know “times are changing” and understand these people mean well and most case do want some loved one back home or peace in the middle east, I do also but Santa not the one for that. So my list Santa: New pair gloves, my little gay hands getting cold up here in the north That new hoodie I was looking at in Kohl’s New watch, cheap, one though New back pack like the one in Best Buy I liked Some neat Ginch Gonch underwear but the mimi ones like Jeffery has Maybe if not pushing my luck a new laptop for me, then I can give the one I have to EJ. Now what I could do is be saying I’ve been a good boy all year but we’d both know that not be so true, but for the one breakdown I did pretty good. Two years college down, tech school half way done. Not got arrested, (close once) but that’s not counting being not my fault. Have a boy friend what I never had before and damn well knowing he’s more to blame for me being as good as I been than anyone else. So Santa I do believe in you and always have and thinking to myself, if anyone shouldn’t, it should be me but it’s not even all I been thru and be honest somewhat in awe of myself for being here let alone where I am.. Love to yall and the Mrs. Clause Scream (Thomas) |
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